sinisterdenial

A quick update - upcoming/current break

Hello, my good toys.

I had some time away at the start of this month which was quite difficult for a number of reasons. Since then I've been scrambling to catch up on work, and as I approach the end of the month I'm aware that I'm at high ri...

Patreon exclusive: Summer heat

It's far too warm. The sun is blazing outside, and inside here with you I'm feeling the effects.

Being warm has a way of sapping your energy, doesn't it? Making everything more difficult. Moving, choosing, thinking... resisting...

So l...

Early access: Settling debts

A sequel to "A moment of your time" and "No surrender" - l...

Early access: Exploited vulnerability

Your mind is a very simple system in some ways. For a given input, I can pretty well predict the result.

And when I can do that, I can manipulate it. Manipulate you. Break through your defenses, twist your desires, melt your will. Hack your ...

Early access: Cognitive behavioural torment

A sequel to "Talking therapy", listen to that one first.

You're such a good therapist. In our last session we agreed that it's good when I'm co...

Patreon exclusive: Bound to be used

I want to use you, my good toy. And you're going to let me. So relax, give me your mind, and let me twist your senses to serve my purposes.

Because I plan to bring you pleasure. The ecstasy that only my touch can bring you. The utterly overw...

Early access: Selfish surrender

You've been working hard, and you deserve a reward. It's time to be selfish for a change, to let me bring you the pleasure you've been craving. Let go, relax, let me choose for you. Bring you the most joy I can.

But... you're at your best wh...

Exclusive file: Embodied desire

Where do your eyes rest when my voice claims you, toy? What part of me do you fixate on?

Don't worry, I'll tell you. Explain what my body does to you, how it affects you. As you touch for me you'll get lost in my curves, fantasies and need d...

Early access: A moment of your time

A sequel to "No surrender", listen to that one first.

Last time you made me a promise, my good toy, and it's come time for you to pay what you ...

Early access: Precision engineering

Your mind is a remarkable thing. A collection of systems and processes that work together to make something that is so much more than the sum of its parts.

But any system needs maintenance, and when I disassemble you into those separate comp...

Early access: Talking therapy

I've come to you because you're highly rated as a therapist. And I've got quite a lot to discuss with you, a lot that's on my mind and I could do with processing. And you're such a good listener, after all that's a very important part of therapy i...

Patron exclusive: ShameLess

Inhibitions are usually useful, aren't they? They keep you safe. But sometimes they really get in the way. Prevent you from having the fun you want, taking the risks that would feel good. A fear or shyness that keeps you from being your best self....

No surrender

You love agreeing with me, surrendering to me, don't you toy? Feels so good. Draws you into that delicious place where everything is so easy and right. Almost as if there's something more going on, something beyond what can be explained with mere ...

Erased and overwritten

Pay attention, toy, because I'm going to explain some things to you. I'm going to show you exactly how my words affect you, how your mind shifts and changes under my control. How easily I can erase and replace any part of you I please.

And I...

Too needy

It's a real treat to get to touch for me, I know. To enjoy those sensations while I encourage you, lead you deeper into that arousal. To feel my words leading you deeper into that intense pleasure.

But be careful, toy. Because it's one thing...

Digressive muscle relaxation

I don't often use strict inductions, usually more playing a little fast-and-loose with when you'll actually go into trance. But it's good to sometimes take the time to play with the classics. And what's more classic than a progressive muscle relax...

Manipu-elation

You're here because you want to be manipulated. There's no use pretending otherwise - that's why you want to drop, to lose yourself in my voice, to feel  my will wrap around your thoughts and twist them into something pleasing to me.

Bu...

Valentine

It's so kind of you to take me out for dinner like this. What a delight - some time getting to know each other a little better. We've talked a lot already, of course, even if it does tend to be a little one-sided.

Given you've gone to such l...

Audiophile

I know you enjoy listening to my words. They make you feel good, bring you all sorts of pleasures through the things I say. Just as they should.

But that's not enough. I want every word itself to bring you pleasure, to bring you that intense...

January livestream recording

In case you couldn't make it (or just want to watch it again) here's the recording of tonight's stream! We had so much fun, twisting together all the suggestions and tricks from this month's files to have some delightfully intense effects.

Virtually you

It's rather easy to put a virus in your mind. To add something to your thoughts that changes what you think, or how you think. Or if you think.

But I'm not putting a virus in your mind. I'm wrapping it around your mind. Enclosing yo...

January livestream details

The first hypno livestream (ever!) will be on Wednesday 31st January at 10:30pm GMT.

We’ll be doing it over Zoom, so make sure your Zoom name is set to something other than your full name! I’ll update this post (and send...

Old year's resolutions

The start of a new year is a good time to think ahead, to make changes. But that can be stressful - what do you want to be? Can you manage it? Can you stick to what you decide?

Let me help you. Let’s look back at the year you’ve just had...

Easy target

It's easy for certain things to catch your attention, isn't it? A swinging watch, a spinning spiral, the tick of a metronome counting the lengthening seconds as you sink into trance. All the things associated with hypnosis - sometimes it's hard to...

Updates are live!

Happy New Year, my good toys. Or at least, nearly.

As mentioned earlier in the month, there are big changes ahead. And now they're all up and ready - check out the new tiers that are available! With the new tiers you'll find your existing re...

Hunt

Try and imagine what it would be like to try and get away from me. I know it's difficult, toy. But do your best for me.

Imagine that thrill as you flee. The excitement and fear realising I'm right behind you. The anticipation when I catch yo...

Test

You're well practiced at dropping for me, aren't you? You do such a good job of melting at my slightest prompting, eagerly surrendering your mind to my manipulations.

Time to show me what you've learned, toy. Show me how deep you can go on y...

Self image

How do you imagine yourself? When you're picturing future plans, what do you look like?

Do you look like a blank, mindless toy? Because really that's what you are, isn't it? Under everything else, just a plaything for me to enjoy.

Let ...

Plans: New year, new approach

Hey there, my good toy.

The new year means an exciting shake-up of how I'm going to be playing with your mind. Put simply it's going to mean more content more accessible to more people! But read on for the details, and a chance to serve by l...

Lay down and rest

You're been doing so much, haven't you? Take a while to just relax. Here, lay down in my lap, rest your head here.

Let me lull you into trance, steal your thoughts away. You'll feel so much better to be a blank, trancy toy. No thoughts, no n...