I’m starting out the music posts with an obvious one but it felt fitting.
I realized recently that I think of Jagged Little Pill as a year, with each of the 12 tracks representing and associated with a month. I don’t know why, but in m...
I miss you extra today
And maybe it’s because I’m not supposed to
Maybe it’s because I can’t get you out of my system
Maybe it’s because I don’t want to
I feel like crying today
And mayb...
morning all :) would you guys be into me posting music here? I’ll routinely have a song I’m really into or one that pops up from my past that I have on repeat or maybe just something I’m vibing to etc, let me know if you’d be interested in...
2024-04-17 14:04:41 +0000 UTC View PostMy neighbor across the courtyard
Just recently moved in
Neither of us have curtains
And I think we watch each other
In a non-weird way
He started with a box of nothing
No furniture
Nothing ...
Like a moth to a flame
Why am I drawn to pain
I would love to sit here and say that I hate it
But perversely I think I may live to create it
And maybe that’s why you like me so much
You see in me that same fami...
I told him:
“It seems like you are looking for someone,
But I want someone who is looking for me.”
He said he didn’t know how to respond to that
That told me a lot
I couldn’t blame him
It’s a nuanced thin...
When people say they have ‘trust issues’
My mind jumps to tales of juvenile games
And textbook stories of deceit
‘They didn’t deserve for their belief in others to be degraded like that,’ I think to myself
As if I am sepa...
I used to cry to you
In bed wrapped around you
You would ask: “What’s wrong?”
I told you that one day
We would be separated
By death
And that one lifetime wasn’t enough
That I would...
“Everything happens for a reason”
These words have become empty
Regurgitated and lifeless and hollow
They hang in the air
As a trite and tired consolation prize
Their repetition has wearied me
Yet wi...
I am eating my soft boiled eggs. I am meticulously peeling the white part off of my orange slices and I am enjoying it more than I feel I should be considering the grandest moments are said to be at the top of a mountain or at the bottom of your b...
2024-04-02 13:57:12 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes late at night
When I should be sleeping
I search our texts for ‘I love you’
To see all the times you said it to me
It feels like all I have left of us now
I’m always surprised to see that to most ...
A cute guy messaged me on instagram
I had never interacted with him before
The url equivalent of being approached at a bar
He’s an artist
Makes music
Seems cool and fun
I messaged back
Because that...
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2024-03-28 03:09:14 +0000 UTC View PostNeon interrupts a black sky
Glowing world awaiting exploration
Steel gates that seem more like a suggestion
Pulled into the gravity of twisted liberation
“Two tickets please,” your voice steady and sure
...
I saw a man today on the subway
Standing in a perfectly turned out first position
I can always spot dancers on the street
The way they walk
The way their bun is twisted and pinned
The way they move throughout the...
The first time we slept together
You didn’t reach out to me after
You didn’t text
You didn’t call
I didn’t understand
I felt such a strong connection that night
I saw you the next weekend at the bar <...
You said you want to die in slow motion
I said
You’re in luck
You already are
You look at me like you’ve never seen love before
I think
You’ve just been hiding from it
You’ve just been se...
