It's Christmas!
The reward I promised my 1st 30 patrons is (finally) here!
You will only be able to view this video if you were one of my 1st 30 patrons to sign up!
I will be emailing you today with the password... ;-)
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2018-12-25 00:40:47 +0000 UTC
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What are the stories we tell ourselves?
Are they ours?
Or were we handed them and we never thought to question them?
What stories am I telling myself?
What stories are you telling yourself?
I really love h...
2018-12-24 11:55:32 +0000 UTC
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Looks like there are problems with Vimeo today which has delayed todays Vlog...thanks for your patience...let's hope all is resolved by tomorrow.
Suze :-)
2018-12-24 00:26:12 +0000 UTC
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Save the date! It will be December 30th 8pm (CET+1)
Hope you can all tune in....
And the PATRON ONLY naked in body and word livestream will be scheduled soon...
Leave your requests for dates and times here...love, Suze :-)<...
2018-12-23 16:53:29 +0000 UTC
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Words cannot always express how I'm feeling or what I have to say
Sometimes it just feels best without
2018-12-19 18:32:43 +0000 UTC
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This magical island of Gozo has this mystical energy. I've heard some people refer to the island as the Goddess Island. What happens here is that time seems to speed up and slow down at the same time.
Relationships with people where connectio...
2018-12-17 08:19:39 +0000 UTC
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Beautiful patrons, due to technical problems with my computer, I am running a day behind with my next Vlog. It will be with you tomorrow. If you have any requests for videos add them in the comments here...love Suze :-)
2018-12-14 16:47:25 +0000 UTC
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"It's a new dawn,
it's a new day,
it's a new life for me,
oooooooh
and I'm feeling good!"
Nina Simone's song pretty much sums up how I am feeling right now. This has been a dream of mine for some years now....
2018-12-12 12:08:11 +0000 UTC
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Have you had one?
2018-12-08 22:01:00 +0000 UTC
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Reflecting on the past. Saying words that perhaps I could not say back then, when I was too young to be heard.
Feeling the anger, the pain, the regret, so I can let it go.
What's your relationship like with your mum?
2018-12-07 01:35:37 +0000 UTC
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Did you miss the livestream on Sunday?
Then we need to catch up!
All Patrons who would like to have a Patron-only Livestream say HELL YES! in the comments below this video...
2018-12-04 23:40:16 +0000 UTC
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YouTube livestream at This is Suze 9pm tonight (1pmGMT-8)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_YOVPUICjQ
2018-12-02 19:34:05 +0000 UTC
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2018-12-01 23:07:51 +0000 UTC
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So much has happened, so I am going to share the stories here, whilst you enjoy my spa experience in silence. I suggest you mute the sound, unless you love the sound of hard gushing water!
Naked in the sauna, Viktor and I shared our insecurities, o...
2018-11-30 14:10:49 +0000 UTC
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My return to London didn't last. My friends were running a workshop in Gozo and I wanted to go. The last six days have been full, magical, explosive, eye opening, breath taking, fun, loving, revealing.....and there is so much to fill you in on....
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2018-11-29 23:54:52 +0000 UTC
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So, I'm on the up. Which is good. And I'm making plans.
How can you feel bad when you're in the bath?
I feel I will regret saying that later.
There are videos to come of my trip including a lovely trip to a spa. And I will probabl...
2018-11-22 00:56:29 +0000 UTC
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There's no point pretending that I'm fine when I'm not. I know that that is how society thrives; living on fake. Kyle Cease was talking today how people don't know how to say what they're feeling, so whole marriages are based on lies, because they st...
2018-11-19 19:23:01 +0000 UTC
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This is a screenshot sent to us by a friend who was watching the football match and saw us on Swedish television! In the same week another very good friend of mine was also caught on TV in the States, and of course, things come in 3s, so who of you w...
2018-11-15 18:00:02 +0000 UTC
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To say this trip was not as I expected is like the biggest underestimation of all time. This has been the weirdest trip ever. But the day we went to see swedish football was a good day. It was fun. It reminded me of being 11 on a school trip and it w...
2018-11-15 15:29:56 +0000 UTC
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Feeling the water pour over me, I feel cocooned and comfortable. There are few places in the world amongst this society and all its prejudices and judgements where I feel more safe.
And in time I know that I will be able to share videos like this w...
2018-11-11 09:16:29 +0000 UTC
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Today I am sharing a video of myself taking a shower. Just a very normal mundane routine that all of us do, that can at times be a really glorious time in our day. A time where our bodies get to be cocooned in the water we were carried in for 9 month...
2018-11-11 07:55:11 +0000 UTC
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Patrons, it has been a week. One hell of a week.
Some good, some bad, and some down right awful. Thank you so much for those of you that checked in because of my silence. The adventures of travelling have begun, first in Sweden and then to Sp...
2018-11-10 08:26:36 +0000 UTC
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Yesterday I asked you if it was ok to post my darkest days. You might think that is a strange thing to ask when I am in the midst of an Authenticity Challenge. However, let's be clear some people tune in for the content that they want to see...
2018-11-05 17:31:24 +0000 UTC
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Beautiful patrons, I am wondering if you are wondering where I am. To summarise, last week was a really really hard week for me. I filmed a moment that was particularly hard that I had planned to share. Once the moment finally passed and i felt...
2018-11-05 00:45:18 +0000 UTC
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2018-10-30 22:30:44 +0000 UTC
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Beautiful patrons! I would love to see you in 30 minutes for October's This is Suze livestream...
Yes! I will be starting Patron only livestreams here on Patreon...but tonight I'll be over on YouTube and it would delicious to have you join me...see...
2018-10-28 20:33:24 +0000 UTC
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Thank you beautiful patrons for your support and for your emails. I have really loved hearing so many patrons share their stories of body insecurities, of understanding with what I have been going through. I feel grateful that this is a safe space fo...
2018-10-28 00:39:07 +0000 UTC
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The cold is getting to me and my body is craving some warm oil, baths & tea. I have been feeling super self conscious about my body lately, and not in a good way. Feeling uncomfortable with the weight I have gained, and vulnerably sharing this wi...
2018-10-24 11:22:30 +0000 UTC
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2018-10-21 06:07:48 +0000 UTC
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Enjoying some precious time in nature with the autumnal leaves
2018-10-20 23:41:02 +0000 UTC
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