I have so much longing within me; longing to resolve the past, longing for what didn't work out, longing for love, longing to feel fulfilled. Loneliness after all, is the loneliness for oneself. I long to meet myself as a friend I love to hang out...
2020-08-09 15:08:51 +0000 UTC View Post25.
25.
I hark on about authenticity and transparency often. It’s my “job”. One that I’ve self created, by accident, which started out as a simple challenge to accept all sides of myself without the constant voice of judgment i...
2020-08-09 15:01:49 +0000 UTC View Post
It's been a long week! Just moved to a new city and life has been crazy. Finally settled in our new apartment. Have a great weekend, everyone!
Gabriela
2020-08-08 19:36:03 +0000 UTC View PostWashing Up is probably the only house task I actually like doing! As I put more love and care into my home though, the more I enjoy it
2020-08-08 13:01:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Exploring myself as object.
A beautiful thing.
How does this help and hinder my life?
Not doing anything domestic, but I am home being a naked goddess ;) Should I take a video of me baking a cake nude?! :D
Let me know!
Gabriela x
2020-08-04 19:42:29 +0000 UTC View PostGood Morning August Patrons!
How is your summer going? Have the Covid restrictions lifted? Are you still in lockdown?
Did you keep your job or lose it? What else shifted?
I can't think of a singl...
2020-08-04 08:43:38 +0000 UTC View PostHappy August!!!!
Gabriela and I have decided that August is Domestic Goddess month....so you'll be getting videos like these ones....
Happy 1st August
2020-08-01 15:56:25 +0000 UTC View PostLots of new ideas spinning around since the 3 day Meditation Retreat....
I would love to share the session I did live on Kyle Cease...let's see if he posts it on YouTube..
I shall be writing more in my blog today, see you later,
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2020-07-31 10:32:22 +0000 UTC View PostYes it's almost 5am here!
I have just finished the 3 day online Kyle cease meditation and I want to offer you a special discount link to join the next one if you want to have a big transformational shift in your life....I have this lin...
2020-07-27 02:58:38 +0000 UTC View Post24.
Ufffff there’s so much fear in anger. The anger in itself is not that bad, I can deal. It’s empowering. Anger is my Fuck no. My Fuck No leads to my Fuck Yes.
The courage to express my Fuck No in order to protect my F...
2020-07-26 14:01:04 +0000 UTC View PostEnjoy this vlog...there will be another one tomorrow
Meanwhile I am on Kyle Cease's 3 day Online Meditation Retreat Arising Now
It's Day 2, I have just completed breath work and a 20 minute meditation, now i'm going to drop into a long...
2020-07-25 20:36:25 +0000 UTC View PostMy Uncensored Body Tour is now here!
This video will be available for all $25 Authenticity Challenge Patrons during JULY.
In August it will be available in the 50 Shades of Suze $50 tier, so all you lu...
2020-07-22 10:08:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Wait till the end ;) This video was supposed to be much longer, but I had to hide from my neighbor who saw me when he passed by LOL
Have a great week ahead, everyone!
-Gabriela x
2020-07-20 16:32:54 +0000 UTC View Post
SUZE
What did your boyfriend think? Have you shown him yet? Do you think that what’s sexy for men is different to what is considered sexy for women? I know for me, I can’t stand anything I consider to be tacky or t...
2020-07-19 12:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostI've lived in so many houses since I moved to Gozo. I quite like getting a change. This has been a hard week, had 6 days of flashback, and haven't been able to do much. So much emotion that needs to be released, just want to cry and let it out. Ju...
2020-07-19 11:21:53 +0000 UTC View Post
SUZE
I laughed my ass off when I saw this lingerie, because it’s the exact same piece one of my patrons sent me on my Surprise Me challenge! I kinda cheated and wore knickers because of the mood I was in that day, an...
2020-07-18 12:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post
You can see in the first photo what it looked like when I first received it in the mail. The set just looked so weird: basically a body sock/stocking—and there’s an “easy access” hole in the crotch area. Totally not what I usually wear! I ...
2020-07-17 18:01:01 +0000 UTC View PostI'm keeping you in the loop. Tonight I will be trying out some free tools I discovered to help with brain disregulation, because I've had another Childhood PTSD flashback this week, started Monday around 4am and hasn't left yet. Basically completi...
2020-07-16 19:32:09 +0000 UTC View PostWelcome to my Virtual Reality world!
2020-07-14 20:42:57 +0000 UTC View Post
I recently heard that when people reject us, they are not rejecting our true self, they are rejecting our wounded self. Makes sense. We are all so wounded in one way or another. Most of us find it hard to love ourselves completely, we all reject s...
2020-07-14 15:37:49 +0000 UTC View Post
"Leave your house now and get yourself into town. We're going on a boat! i'll pick you up from there, just get there!"
This was my unexpected change of plan this morning when my friend Petra audio'ed me. I had just finished ...
2020-07-13 22:56:44 +0000 UTC View Post
I rarely take selfies, but tonight I was like, wow I really like the way my boobs look. Followed by the voice in my head which said "oh my god, what would people think? I am being so shallow"
I don't mean what would YOU think.
I ...
2020-07-13 01:03:06 +0000 UTC View Post
What will you get up to this weekend?
This was what I get up to when I'm alone! Usually, I listen to music to get myself in the mood ;) If you're curious about what I'm listening to, here's my spotify playlist!
SUZE
I love the way you’ve played with the light and how good the red looks on you, these are really playful! What's your relationship with your body?
GABRIELA
Right now, I have a very go...
2020-07-10 18:00:06 +0000 UTC View Post
This Lingerie set was a Covid playtime Gift!
I am always up for gifts! Or send one to Suze.....I hear her lingerie collection is rather null and void, which is why she's always naked!!!
Personally I love a little lace...
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2020-07-10 16:00:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Playing with RED
Home Alone in Quarantine
#SELFIEART
2020-07-10 15:09:41 +0000 UTC View Post
