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Moonlight - M4A

It's been a looooooooooong time since I made one of these comfort audio style thingies like Stargazing where I just talk about how I'm feeling and it's really me. So here's another one for y'all that I'm working on making a video form for YouTube as well. Not super sleep oriented, more just talking about life and internal struggles that hopefully some people can resonate with. ๐Ÿ’•

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Iโ€™m also one of those people that feels like I donโ€™t deserve nice things either- because I feel like Iโ€™m never doing enough/ will never be enough. It comes out the MOST with my work too. I work with kids, and the guilt is heavy (am I helping enough? Does this kid feel heard? Do all of them feel heard? Did they leave feeling accomplished?). So I absolutely empathize with so much of this audio. I can say with confidence (and with lots of therapy) that you DO deserve the things youโ€™ve worked so hard for. You deserve all the care and compassion you give to all of us ๐Ÿ–ค Youโ€™re doing your best, and your best is just right

Stephanie

Oh Eli. I was needing some comfort today, and I surely got it. These are always so soothing so thank you. But I have to mention something: you talked about the moon and how it gets to shine bright. How hard it works and shows up every night no matter what. But even the moon has a cyclical rest. Like clockwork. Sure, everyone admires how bright and beautiful the moon is, but we appreciate its beauty and power that much more each time weโ€™ve cycled through a new moonโ€™s phase. If the moon was full all the time, we wouldnโ€™t have those moments of appreciation where we gasp and say โ€œlook at the moon!โ€ The same goes for you. You have to allow yourself that space or those cycles to rest so that you can continue to shine in a way that only you know how. And trust me when I say you shine so bright, Eli. I was raised pagan and we have SO MANY FEELS about the moon. I could go on for days about her. But at the end of the day, whether the moon knows what itโ€™s doing or not, sheโ€™s still one of the most important parts of our orbit just by being who she is. Just like you. All you have to do is be you, and thatโ€™s enough. Youโ€™re more than enough! You ARE gonna be okay. ๐Ÿ–ค

Stephanie

We are gonna be okay, Destiny. ๐Ÿฅฐ

This_Guy_Eli

Got me tearing up there at the end. Thank you for the reminder-- apparently I needed it. We're gonna be okay, Eli.

Destiny


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