update 12-22-2024_ will delete probably! warnings! read if your okay with it! it isnt super explicit but its still emotionally intense. it might be triggering due to heavy themes like traumatization. this is -miserable- where lilith and lucy attempt intimacy early on in their relationship. while lilith definitely agreed to sex he was not prepared for sex and completely detached himself when it got more and more intimate. lucy was treading the waters and realized too late lilith was not ok anymore. lucy loved lilith so much yet at some point both of their experiences became two different realities. lilith has not grown from his past and still holds on to painful habits and traumas, unable to move on. lucy someone who is growing and getting better is at a crossroads with someone who is not ready. now both of them ultimatley blame themselves for what happened in the bedroom. Lucy and Lilith are both fathers and adults!
update 12-21-2024- drew some more doodles
including his unkempt self, where instead of keeping himself all visually tidy he looks less appealing. its his coping mechanism, but despite it all he still has cleanliness tendencies to still exert control over his environment. in the past he used to keep it very dirty to rebel, but home alone he kept it semi clean. now with a kid coming along hes more cautious with keeping the areas sanitary and tidy. but he himself will stay the same for most of the time.
Onishibai
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