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Want to update why I have been away

After trying for 3 years you could imagine my disbelief when 5 test said pregnant I was beyond happy Already had my names picked out ..I couldn't wait to become a mother again .

My life was turned upside down  and my joy was short lived when I went to the bathroom to see blood ..Those names I picked will not be used I will not get to meet the little one that started to grow inside me I will never get to see that first smile or get to see those first steps as I am going through a miscarrige right now My little bean hasn't yet passed but I am expecting it any time now and I am so depressed ...I have cried so many tears and asked God why ..I never thought I'd go through anything like this ....  I will post soon right now I am just not in a good place  In fact this year I have seen some of the worst times Life could throw at me ..I will be back I promise and I hope you all understand ..I am grateful for you all ..I just need a few days to cope with my loss 

Want to update why I have been away

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im so glad i saw the other post first! this is truly heart breaking. ive been there and its so hard. i still havent had my rainbow baby :(

Tiana Marie

Take as much time as you need Queen đŸ™đŸŸ

Johndoe

I'm so sorry for your loss.... this is heartbreaking. I have 2 little ones now but this happened to me before I had them. I completely agree with Cherelyn ... God Bless you & your little one.

iLOVEsaraMoon

Take all the time that you need. Four years ago, April 1 I lost my child, so I totally understand what you are going through emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Loss is NEVER easy, but it certainly isn't for someone who you felt grow inside of you, no matter how short of a period it is. You're in my thoughts and prayers.💞

icherelyn


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